The closure that I've been waiting for has finally become clearer. We both found out that the end that we seek is too far to reach. 

As long as these feet can still take me, I'll continue as far as I can.

You can keep my heart, but please fill in this hole in my chest. You can keep my body but please free my soul. Let me fly and be happy.

Why do I feel so hurt?

I was on the way to work, and stopped at a crossway traffic lights. I stood there closing my eyes as those cars past me by. The cold wind blows and moved me a step back. What a beautiful spring it is.

I told myself in discreet, "it would be the perfect moment if only someone's here to share it with", and when I turn right, I know that I miss your presence around me.

Today's Horoscope:

You have more than one opportunity to rebuild a trust that may have been threatened over a secret that was revealed recently. Open up, be honest, and take your lumps if you have to, and you will find that forgiveness stretches a long, long way.

Being honest is soothing and satisfying, but scary at the same time. And to forgive invites the risk of getting hurt again. My feet feel so heavy to take the next step.

I feel so sad. My heart began to worry for so many things now. And I don't know how long can I keep up to put on this shield on my emotions. I can feel they're slowly leaking out little by little at my own time. When the night is at it's darkest and the still is at it's best silence.

Is there anyone out there that will put my miseries to sleep in peace?

I'm like a wounded heart that needs a set of strong ribs to protect me. It's a shame no one wants to claim me.

My silence doesn't mean I wasn't screaming my pain inside. My laugh doesn't mean that my tears have dried. And just because the scar is covered, doesn't mean the wound have healed. 

Time doesn't fix a broken heart, Love does. And what I want the most is, to be healed.