I am genuinely happy. I do. It's just that, I sometimes want things that I can't have. Maybe not right now.

One of my most important rules: "treat people how you want to be treated; don't do things to anyone if u don't want it to be done to you".

Almost like karma, but I don't believe in that.

I'm trying not to pretend,
It won't happen again and again like that.
I never thought it would end,
'cause you got up in my head, in my head like that.
And made me happy, baby, love is crazy,
So amazing, but it's changing, rearranging,
I don't think I can take anymore

I didn't want it this way,
I only wanted to say I loved you right.
But now you're walking away,
And leaving me here to stay,
So foolish of me to wait for you to realize
All the things I gave you, made you,
Changed you, your dreams came true
When I met you, now forget you,
Don't want anymore

You shot the bullet, you shot the bullet that killed me,
Not feeling my heart beat, and now it's dying.
I am through it, I-I am through the agony,
Now my eyes are drying, drying,
No more crying,
Lying's just a game.
So disaster strikes,
And I'm alright
'cause my love's on its way... yeah
Burning up forever and always... yeah

'Cause the walls burned up, and our love fell down,
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never.
Feel the fire 'cause it's all around,
And it's burning for forever and always.
You gotta let it go the other way
At least for another day,
'Cause it ain't the same, my baby.
Watch it all falling to the ground.
No happy ever after ‒ just disaster, just disaster
Burning for forever and always, yeah.

When two people care for each other, they will always look for a way to make it work.

I have been thinking these past few nights, i think im done after this one. I gotta wake up and start living to the last bit.

Someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard u are to handle, but still wants u in their life.

I hate not talking to the one person I feel most comfortable with. Just saying.

You don't want me, no
You don't need me
Like I want you, oh
Like I need you

You can't see me, no
Like I see you
I can't have you, no
Like you have me

You can't feel me, no
Like I feel you
I can't steal you, no
Like you stole me

And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life

I think I want to get married. I want a marriage, plus a wedding.
Okay. Thanks. Bye

"If she's amazing, she wont be easy. If she's easy, she wont be amazing. If she's worth it, you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy"