Seemed like it was just yesterday, as if nothing happened. why oh why

You remain my most favourite thing

"Anyone who can touch you, can hurt you or heal you.
Anyone who can reach you, can love you or leave you"

This verse is so true I can't help but feeling sad whenever I hear it.

I know for a fact that someone who love(d) me is hurting because of me. And I am too, is hurting because of the one I love. Vicious cycle, I know.

Love never is all many splendid things. Sometimes we learn through pain. Sadly for me, my pain isn't about holding grudges but it is the incapability to forget the past.

My insecurities is wearing me down, and leaving this heart tainted. My happiness is only there when I get to feel you here with me. But when you disappear, I am lost. I am broken.

I can not take this misery much further. I can't cry this tears any more.

Stop hurting me, never leave me. Heal me patiently, and love me sincerely.

Distance does NOT make the heart grow fonder. You'll grow apart, then you became strangers.

I am not the exposing type of person, but can't you see that I crave your attention?

Sometimes we pushed people away simply because we don't want them to get hurt nor get dragged into our mess.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you

Tell you I need you

Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets

And ask me your questions

Oh, lets go back to the start

Running in circles

Coming up tails

Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing

At numbers and figures

Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science

Science and progress

Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me

Come back and haunt me

Oh, and I rush to the start

Running in circles

Chasing our tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

You know the bed feels warmer 

Sleeping here alone 

You know I dream in colour 

And do the things I want

You think you got the best of me 

Think you had the last laugh 

Bet you think that everything good is gone 

Think you left me broken down 

Think that I'd come running back 

Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong 

 What doesn't kill you makes you stronger 

Stand a little taller 

Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone 

What doesn't kill you makes a fighter 

Footsteps even lighter 

Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone 

 What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger 

Just me, myself and I 

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger 

Stand a little taller 

Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone 

 You heard that I was starting over with someone new 

They told you I was moving on, over you 

 You didn't think that I'd come back.

 I'd come back swinging 

You try to break me, but you see 

  Thanks to you I got a new thing started 

Thanks to you I'm not the broken-hearted 

Thanks to you I'm finally thinking about me 

You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning 

In the end... 

"Toss. But try not to turn. The “I Love You” still fogs up and I wanna smash the glass."

- Adam Young

It is nice to be loved, to be needed by someone. It's just that, it's sad when its by not the person you need nor love.

I've been meaning to talk to you.....

“I don’t want to be little again. But at the same time I do. I want to be me like I was then, and me as I am now, and me like I’ll be in the future. I want to be me and nothing but me. I want to be crazy as the moon, wild as the wind and still as the earth. I want to be every single thing it’s possible to be. I’m growing and I don’t know how to grow. I’m living but I haven’t started living yet. Sometimes I simply disappear from myself. Sometimes it’s like I’m not here in the world at all and I simply don’t exist. Sometimes I can hardly think. My head just drifts, and the visions that come seem so vivid.”

― David Almond, Jackdaw Summer

"In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different."

- Coco Chanel

Fate. It's all written in the stars. Not the common stars in the sky that we can see with our naked eyes. It's a star of a higher place, somewhere no eyes have gaze upon before. Fate brings people together or apart. If two people are destined to be together, then nothing can stop fate. And if they're not meant to be, then no power in this world can change that. Love should feel so right and in-sync with what fate has planned. And a true love destined will last not just in this world, but 'til heaven is yours.

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep
and dreamed of
paradise
Every time she closed her eyes

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
and the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly
and dreams of
Paradise

And so lying underneath those stormy skies
She'd say, "oh, I know the sun must set to rise"

New year, new life. Everything else is last years'.