Since I can't fly, I want an open and endless view when I lie down

Changes.
Lots of them. I don't know if I should be happy about it but I am calm.. lonely in a way but yes, I am calm.

Don't get the wrong impression, I personally think loneliness is beautiful.

I have made some pretty drastic and huge decisions. Very BOLD I must say. It was the right thing to do anyway. I just need time to adapt to it.

Do I still feel hurt?

Even if the heart is freeze and sealed in an ice cube, the flame inside will only turn from red to blue. It's still there. Until' only God knows when.

Burn by the flame that I lit myself. 

I feel so violated emotionally. And it's not a good feeling to start with.

It was raining non-stop since morning. Showered my dried soul and now the heart has bloom, and smiles reappeared. My heartbeats were louder than the thunder.

If only my body didn't feel as heavy it is now, I swear I could have floated in the air.

I know I can go through this. And I will.

Promise me, the smiles won't fade as if we never part.

We will be together again before you know it. Soon.

Right this moment, this very minute, I feel something. Something great, something extra ordinary. Something that not a single word can describe.

I'm touched.