An excerpt from one of the memorable pages in my diary.

...sympathy invites tears and it's just going to make the Supergirl weaker.
Oh, it is not all right but I'm fine. Even though fine is not really a feeling but it's okay. (=
- April 14, 2009

Carrying photos in my daily planner. I used to. But I guess they just got old and fell apart. Kind of like friendships.

People drifted and changes seemed to adjust and blend in. I need to catch up with time 'cause things flow really fast and I still linger to old memories.

I will let go, slowly.
And on your birthday, I bid you farewell. Goodbye my dear friend.

When you say 'let fate decide it', who do you think controls fate?

I never want to be anyone's burden especially yours. Just leave and take the path which will lead you to happiness.

There is no use to stay for someone when all it gives u in return are sufferings and pains, and guilt. Just go on and don't look back.

I promise I will be fine.

I am very certain that love is in the air. I feel it inside me, and around me. It is just overwhelming.
It has been a really good day, I feel that I am falling but floating at the same time.

Wonderful feeling.

October is really not a lucky month for me. It's only the 9th but I've lost so much already. Where is everybody? Everyone's avoiding me or simply doesn't want to be involve with me.

I am not being dramatic, but I seriously has no one to talk to.
It's been a really depressing week. Someone even claimed that I perhaps has become a monster. What did I do wrong? Why is god punishing me this way? Is He? Or perhaps I am punishing myself? What is wrong with me?

I am beginning to wonder whether your intentions are pure. I like being who I am, and it's not a reason for you to dig benefits out of my naive-ness.

I like you, a lot. But maybe you shouldn't try to drag me into those mud even when you think I would enjoy it 'cause I still want to be as pure as I can.