Nobody knows the pain I'm carrying. Everything hurts so much I couldn't even begin to share even the slightest tiny bit of it with anyone. The greatest pain to feel isn't having your body failing you with the daily routines, or when your body suffering the wounds or when your head feels like it's going to explode.

My heart can only take so much. Please dear God, free me from this pain. Give me at least a little peace in my heart to be strong, to get through all this madness. Please help me wash away this loneliness, pull me back up and make all these tears stop. Please... please... I can only take so much, but not anymore...