Everyone has suffered enough. If all is determined to win, nobody will get what they want. So let me just back off from the thing that I hold on to the most, let me take the big step and swallow the bullet so everyone can finally be back to the days where everything is normal or at least not as much as "we feel the pain but nobody said a single word". Let me set you free.

It's done.

For the past few days, I feel like shouting or at least tell someone what's been lingering in my head. Need to keep this secret, but It's too overwhelming. Sometimes, I blurted the first word on purpose but can never finish the sentence.

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.

Going, coming... thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know,

If you didn't notice, boy, you mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay



Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time



I couldn't turn on the TV,
Without something there that would remind me
It wasn't all that easy
To just put aside your feelings.

If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,
Hurt my feelings
But that's the path
I believe in,
And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice, well
You mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.

It was such a peaceful dream. Everything seemed okay even though you're dying but you get to spend a wonderful time with your beloved. It's like you are ready, free from all the pains and nothing else matters.

Nobody knows the pain I'm carrying. Everything hurts so much I couldn't even begin to share even the slightest tiny bit of it with anyone. The greatest pain to feel isn't having your body failing you with the daily routines, or when your body suffering the wounds or when your head feels like it's going to explode.

My heart can only take so much. Please dear God, free me from this pain. Give me at least a little peace in my heart to be strong, to get through all this madness. Please help me wash away this loneliness, pull me back up and make all these tears stop. Please... please... I can only take so much, but not anymore...

How can you explain the attraction between magnets? In theory, it has north and south poles on each end. Their magnetic fields attract each other but the poles can never be together right? So what can we learn from this?

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now