Why do I have have troubles loving myself? And as if that is not enough, I have problems with people loving me too. I always feel that I am unworthy of their attentions and feelings for me. When someone special gets too close to me, I am starting to see flaws in myself, and the huge difference between me and that person.

Am I making this hard for me? As well as making it hard for that someone to actually care for me? I don't know but I couldn't help it. I just don't feel that I'm worth it.